TRUTH - Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. A letter.

Dear Ms. Simone -

I wish I could say that I discovered you and your music because I am a lover or follower of jazz music or because my grandmother listened to your music . . . but I can't. My sister and I discovered your music through pop culture, specifically the 1993 Point of No Return. And actually Sara was the one who started listening to your music, I listened because Sara listened and it wasn't until I was older that I appreciated the impact your smokey simple music could have in my life.

So this letter is really to thank you for accompanying me on what became the most powerful and life changing drive of my life. To make a long story short, I had finally decided to break-up with and move out from my drug and gambling addicted boyfriend who had jeopardized the integrity of my family and taken advantage of their open hearts. He had also somehow managed to trap my mind in what became an unhealthy relationship. It was the hardest, most emotional, and most brave decision I have made to date. And I hate to put so much on a relationship that means nothing to me now - but I was trapped and I know my family had tried to help me find the door but to be able to find my way out myself was liberating. Now all of that being said, I wish him nothing but the best and still pray that he found the door himself and has been able to live the fulfilled life I know he is capable of. Once I made the decision (and payed him $600 for our shared dog - Buddy - there was no way I leaving him behind) everything happened so fast and before I knew it my family and dads coworkers were standing outside with pick-up trucks and began loading everything up. As I drove away in my Honda Civic with the last load and Buddy by my side I turned on "Here Comes The Sun" (originally performed by the Beatles) followed by "Feeling Good". Although the drive to my new apartment was only maybe 15min and although I knew I had just made the right decision I was also a little scared. As I listened to your words, I my fear subsided and I realized how powerful I felt in that moment and your lyrics reminded of everything that was yet to come.

Thank you for joining me on that short drive to what was the beginning of the rest of my life. I often think about what I think was my brave decision and how thankful I am for making it because it ultimately allowed me to have the family I have today.

Hope my fellow bloggers enjoy these songs as much as I still do.





http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nina_Simone